My New Year Resolution

More and more massages......... lol

I did one yesterday evening, it was a surprised one. The guy like the smell of he oil. I massage the sweetest little guy in town. I say little because he's shorter than me. Anyway, if every single clients where like him, I will contine giving massage like that forever.

He asks me if I would like to get certified like for a real massotherapist and if I like to give massage. Well, I answer yes to those 2 questions. And it's true, it might be a good idea to get certified and I like giving massage because if it wouldn't be the case, I wouldn't but that much time and effort on what I try to do.

I work until 21h30 this evening, and after that, I don't know what I will do. But to tell the true I am a little bit tired. It's kind of hard sometimes to keep posting, keep answering to all those emails. But the good news is that for the majority of the time, I got a least one client for one post, generally.

Let's hope that in 2008, I will still be able to find men who just want a non-sexual, relaxing massage, and that I will continue to be able to ask them all 40$ per hour....

A short Boxing Day

I finally massage no one on Christmas evening finally and it might be better that way. And on the 26, I went to the Boxing Day. I went early in the morning, but it was close, until one. And I was beginning working at 3. So I didn't get to much time to shop, and was disappointed. But anyway, I got one hour for shopping, which is better than nothing. I had my shoulder bag with me and it was completely full after one hour shopping lol. I didn't want to show up at work with the shopping bag.

I spend less than the 140$ that I did with the massage the last couple of days so the rest of the money will go for my metro pass. I still work today at 3. My work schedule is very horrible. I went to see the concierge to pay my rent but I didn't get any answer. I will try to see her later this afternoon. The problem is that I was late paying her last time because of that, I wasn't able to get her. I still have a couple of days left. I try to see her in advance this time. I really hate that.

I got an email from the guy who give me 20$ instead of 40$ on Christmas Day. I didn't reply to him yet. He was asking me what I was doing and if I was online. He wrote me too late. At one am latest I am in bed. I never did massage very late in the night. I get too tired.

I receiv some request for hosting, but I really don't want to. I won't feel safe knowing that some men know where I live. I lost hundred of dollars.

I still have no one to massage on this Christmas evening...

I post in CL yesterday, got a few responses, email to them all. But too much ask for picture, and more than massages. I just post again today, maybe something will show up, but it doesn't look too good. It's already 20h and no positive response.

Anyway, I have no better thing to do in this Christmas evening. My family is away and today was my only free day, I begin my regular job tomorrow at 15h. Hope the stores will open tomorrow morning.

Anyway, I have the time to do my laundry while searching for the "deal". I don't want to send my picture to all those guys. I just lost one opportunity because of that. But do I really care. I have so far make 140$ by doing massage those last couple of days and it's enough for me. It's just extra cash for shopping.

But I really work hard for those extra bucks. I had to post, than reply to all of those emails and than maybe, if I am lucky, a few of them will responses positively... It's really because I have nothing more to do. I prefer to work at my 2 jobs than posting, replying, doing massage...

I am so funny.

A Christmas that I won't forget

Today was my day off and since I have nothing much to do, I post in CL... and did 2 massages today lol. I make 60$. I have been running around like crazy for that money.

The first one had been set yesterday evening. It was this morning. I went, did 1 hour massage, got my 40 bucks, get back home, read emails, send emails like crazy, and got another deal this afternoon. Now it's the evening and I would like to make myself another 40$ bucks.

The poor guy of this afternoon give me only 20$ for an hour massage. He told me he gave me 20$ for the 30 minutes massage when he gave me the money before leaving. I didn't say a word. I was too scare that if I said no, it's been 1 hour, that he would bunch me or something. So I didn't say nothing, take the 20 bucks and left... It was really the first time that someone give me 20$ instead of 40$. I won't forget that one...

I am not really in position to begin to talk and I don't want to get into trouble so anyway, I make at leats 60$ today. Will I be able to make a 40$ this evening?

I had one of those Christmas Day... I won't ever forget... I buy myself Subway for dinner... lol

I am book for tomorrow morning

I am book for a morning massage, which I find really funning, doing massage in Christmas morning. I make a 50$ right there. I would like to book in the evening too. Than my Boxing Day shopping will all be pay. lol

I don't plan to spend that much and I actually don't know if I will be able to make it for Boxing Day because I work at 15h at my "real" job and someone told me that Boxing Day begin at 13h. Anyway, I don't plan to spend that much, just the usual, if I see a good deal.

I finish my real work shift at 22h30 and I was like in need of alcohol or something I wanted to drink something. And than my co-worker told me that was the feeling of an alcoholic in need of alcohol. I didn't drink for more than a work since I have not too much now but anyway, i am feeling strange tonight, like I want to drink my usual wine or something. But I have nothing left and I need to do to bed because I need to get up for my morning massage session.

And I have writing to my hot New York chef, wishing Merry Christmas, because he his sexy. And than he replied to me by saying he appreciate the "note", and that he would have like a massage when he was here but he was sicked.

And than I begin to think that I should have to call him and play the dirty nurse with him. But it was only a taught. lol

Doing massages during the holidays

I post new ads in CL, got a couple of responses and so far, I did 2 massages session, for the last 2 days. 80$ in my pocket right in time for the holidays. I am off on Christmas day, hope someone will show up and reply to one of my ads. I won't do the massage dress up like a sexy mother clause, but it could be great to mae another 40$, just before Boxing Day.

I didn't hear about my New York chef. I believe he might have left Montreal to New York sometime like yesterday or whatever. Anyway, I am going to write to wish Happy Christmas. Maybe next time he will finally ask for another massage. Another 40$. lol

I begin to be addict to that thing.

Dealing with rich and stupid men

There's a lot of things that's getting on my nerves right one and one of them is dealing with stupids men who thing they are the king of the world. I had that New York chef that I massage one and during the last days, he wrote me emails, he might thinking I am a friend or something. Anyway, I through he was writing because he wanted a massage, no, it was only to say hello and stuff and than we wrote me an email saying he was quite busy and blablabla and than he will see "if" he had time for a massage.

I just find his way so fresh, writing me for nothing. I had to reply to his emails and at the end, I have nothing at all.

I prefer to massage no one than to massage stupid rich who thing they are the king of the world. You can be sure that whenever he wrote me back saying I would like to set up a time at .... I will reply that I am unfortunatly not available.

I am not available for those kind of men and I don't want to know anything about him ever again. Just leave me alone. But that he will never know.

I am getting back to work

I have an appointment for this Friday, for an hour and a half. It should gave me 60$ and I am all happy about that appointment for Friday because I was getting tired of having to reply to emails of guys who want much more. Anyway, 60$ is a big deal for me, knowing that my hours had been cut at my second job.

I didn't get into any trouble so far by doing massages so there's no reason why should I stop since the money is so good. I always or most of the time response to emails by saying that my rate is 40$ per hour, but is negociable. But so far, I always got my 40$ per hour.

My present work schedule at work is crazy, I am doing 15 to midnight. Yesterday, I came back home around one in the morning and couldn't sleep, I wasn't feeling tired anymore, so I went downstairs to do my laundry and I did a little bit of cleaning. But no massages lol. But what is good about that work schedule is that it give me time to post in CL and responses to emails and see if I can get one or 2 massages deal from any of those.

Since I cannot work at my second job as much as I used to, I begin walk around and I went to shopping centres and stuff and I wantd to buy buy buy, but I told myself to wait until Boxing Day. Just like for that TV that I want.

It's about all for now. I just hope the guy won't cancel it's appointment.

Need to get back to work...

And it's not even in order to get a tv and a sofa this time! I have been cutting of my second job. I was able to d a couple of hours here and there, whenever I wanted. I was used to that way. But now, they want us to work on specfic hours, and it's not working for me, since I have another job.

So let say that at 40$ per hour, I might do my comeback anytime soon oh lol!

But my work schedule is crazy. I have hours all over the place. Like for example, today, I work from 15h to midnight, when usually I do my massages in the evening time. My day job is not the pefect job for me.

Anyway, even if the wheater is cold, I need to go back to work lol I will try to have someone for this Friday, at least.

I still have no news of my hot New York chef... But I have his cell phone :)

No massages since a while.....

Christmas coming soon and I still didn't do no massages since my last post. Like I was saying last time, it's because I begin a new job. But since I am now a little bit more familiar with the whole thing, I might get back on the road if I can say lol for my massages. I am now lazy and I don't want to go outside with that weather. So I will shortly post another hot message for massage in CL anytime soon because 40 bucks is 40 bucks and each weekend I don't post in CL I tell myself that's 40 bucks that I just loose and I cannot afford loosing money because of my lazyness. It's so hilarious, all that massage thing. I just can beleive I am actually making money out of this.

I hate winter time

It's so cold outside, it make it difficult to actually go out in the evening for my so-call massages. So I didn't do any massage since my last post, even if I had one request for it. I am not too proud of myself knowing I have put a 700$ goal to reach before Christmas time. It's look like I won't be able to reach my 700$ goal... unless I do blow job lol....

Anyway, I decide to keep going like I always do, doing relaxing massage and posting on CL. things sgould go smoother this week since my Internet connection get repair on Monday. I don't have the Internet at my place, unless through a wireless connection that comes and goes from my computer. The signal is not strong enough. And also, I am being train at a real day job, and I want to stay alert and need to be concentrate on that rather than anything else for now. I have through a 2 weeks training and it will be to suck to crap the all thing because the little miss that I am is fooling around late at night because of the massages... So that's another reason why I didn't do any massage lately. And also because the weather is way too cold lately!

It shouldn't take too much time until I get back on track because my salary is very low at my day job. But it's kind of my fault too, because I took the really first job that I was able to get, since I hd kind of finish a contract that I was on still September. Doing at least one massage session per week could wok out for me, but 2 will be better.

When I think of it, I am kind of amuse and I laugh of myself, doing non-sexual massage in Montreal is the most hilarious idea I never came with to make money. But I have to tell that I have been bless, I didn't get a too rough time being a massage girl in Montreal. And I don't want to get in trouble either.

It's the reason why I only deal via emails and precisely reply to any response I get by saying it's non-sexual massage, that it's only for relaxation. I ask 40$ per hour and it's usually what I get for it. That's the funniest part.

Looking for a Winter retirement

I have been thinking about suspending my massages activities during winter. But before doing so, I want to still go on for a couple of weeks so I can save money to buy myself a little couch and a TV. So that's the new goal, to make an extra 700$ I will say before the end of December if possible. It's not impossible but it will keep me busy for sure. I just move to a new place and I don't have a TV, either a couch, so hey, I told myself go for it girl ;)

If my any chance, I am able to do 100 massages, I will get 4 000$, since I charge 40$ for one hour massage... That represent 100 hours of my time, plus add to that the time I spend fooling around on CL, writing emails, blablabla and actually getting through the place of my whatever so call "clients". Since I work more than full-time for now, it's barely impossible, I won't be able to do 100 hours of massage. Let say maybe 25 hours X 40$ = a very nice one thousand. I just have to put myself into it and, at least, reply to emails. Because I am getting lazy of my massage thing because of the cold weather, I barely look or replies to emails anymore.

I didn't do any massage this week. I am too busy at my real deal jobs. I am posting a new post in CL and see how it's turn out, like right now. Check it out, it's the post related to what I call for relaxation purpose only. lol

After I reach my goal, I might suspend my activities until Spring because right now for me, it's quite cold to begin to run everywhere in Montreal to do massages and I no longer have the time to do any massages, that's the point.

I hate winter, the snow, and everything that come with it. It's a count down until I reach a 700$.

A last 700$ and I will close my doors until Spring. But I will still be blogging until then in my basic English because I have a lot to tell about, like this one, I massage a well-known New York chef last week...

Guys wearing no underwear are hot

I had 3 "clients" so far who show up completely naked to me and I find out very quickly that they didn't wear any underwear lol. I don't know if it's because they were expecting me that they were not wearing any underwear or it's because they usually don't wear any underwear.

The first time it's happen, I actually scream and the man but a towel on. The second time, I look someplace else and made the man wear a towel, which actually was nothing more than a facecloth, just enough to cover what I didn't really want to take a seek at. The third time, which was yesterday, the guy spontanetly get naked in front of me and I didn't say nothing.

For the 3 times, it's happen to me only with Americans. Well, I have to say, Americans are the hottest.

On my massage activities so far

I got a 50$ yesterday from a hot guy from New York. He shows up completely naked. And I actually enjoy looking his well fit body. Anyway, I told him usually people have their boxer on when I gave them a massage but yeah, I don't mind having a seek at a hot man body from time to time.

It was raining outside yesterday in Montreal and around 21h I start not to feel really well. I am getting tired very quickly these days because I work during days, sometimes, I also work during the evenings, and I always work on Saturday and Sunday during the day. I am only doing the massage thing for extra cash. And like I previously post, extra cash without doing extras. I can barely believe that I actually made 50$ in less than 2 hours. Just by giving a massage to a man lying naked on his bed. Anyway, I get over it very quickly, since I am actively looking for a real job.

I don't want to rely exclusively on massage for my living. It wasn't plan that way and I barely understand myself, like where I got the idea of doing non sexual massage and ask 40 bucks for it. Wow :)

Once a looser asks me if I had an MBA. Which I found very disrespectful from him. I don't give massage to that looser anymore. He was one of my first so call client. I get through that too. I don't really care of what people thing of it.

The thing is that when I quick on June a job that I had, I promise myself that I was going to make more money being my myself, or at another job, than when I was at that job that I just hate. And after that, a couple of weeks later, actually at the end of June, I was posting my first ad in CL, advertising for my massage services. So far, I have to say, I didn't broke the promise I made to myself. I am not making a fortune, but I definetely make more money, which I am proud to say.

My first 100$ in US dollars

I am quite busy those last days. Not especially at giving massage. But anyway, last week, I make 100$ in US dollars by giving massage. The man told my I was doing massage like in the fifty. And I had such a great time with him. It was hilarious.

When I massage I usually keep my clothes on, or at least, I try to (lol!). And I don't do HJ either. He didn't ask me for one but he told me I was doing the massage girl like if we were in 1950 or something. And I find it quite amusing. I couldn't stop laughing. Anyway, I saw him another time and he was leaving the next day. It's quite interesting and I am now asking myself how should I call myself, because"massage girl" is just not the term... I had left yesterday the 100$ in the kitchen table. I wanted to take picture of it and put it here, but my camera batteries are dead. And also want to make a pic of my oil. I make an extra 100$ by doing almost nothing.

Lucky me.

I had some problems to communicate with that client because I only deal via emails and told me later on that he didn't have Internet in his hotel room and I find it quite strange because it was the Hilton Bonaventure but anyway, I don't really care. I told him that they might not have the Internet "to avoid those kind of problems". By those kind of problems, I was talking about me and I make him laugh, knowing I wasn't doing something wrong or something I felt was wrong with him.

I have Bella Donna as a friend in MySpace

You see the girl on the banner, on top of my blog? I have her as a friend in MySpace.

How things going on...

I haven't been to active lately. I am just too busy at other thing. I almost fall asleep this last Saturday by giving a massage. It's kind of getting too much for me at this time, doing massage and dealing with other things of my everyday life.

I just calculate my latest earnings by giving massage and so far so good, I have been able to pay my August rent with my massages activities, which is very good, plus other expenses. My rent is very cheap since I rent a room. But because of that, I cannot really host. Thanks to CL, I have been able to make 1 911$ so far by doing massages.

I have book earlier for this September 27. So I am sure I will be doing at least one massage session during that week. I have been surprised by the responses so far. I have had good and bad experiences, but in the average, I could say that things are getting better now and there's actually man who are just looking for massage. It's not impossible to make extra cash that way without loosing myself.

Another man looking for sex...

Finally, my little trip to Plattsburg won't work out. Not that he didn't want to provide the money for the trip expenses. The thing is that the man was actually looking for more than massage. So I won't go no where anytime soon lol

It's look like I am going to get stuck in Montreal until I take my clothes off or until I begin something as an escort or a bad stripper. I don't know... lol

It's soooooo funny!

Special request

I have someone who answer to one of my CL ad that want me to come over to Plattsburg to provide him a massage. I said yes, but I ask for him to pay for the trip before I actually get there. If he doesn't want to pay first, I won't go. It's only about a 2 hours drive from Montrel and the bus ticket is pretty cheap.

He wants me to stay overnight. I just hope he won't ask for a special treatment. I am very excited about it and I just hope it's going to work out! I am getting some kind of huge. I won't be too piss off if he doesn't want to pay before I actually get there because gees, it's kind of a major thing for me here.

Plattsburg, watch out, I am coming to town soon! Oh lol!

To be or to to be

That's the question. I have been asking for a HJ this evening via email. Just to piss the guy, I send the link to my blog, telling him he could read what I was thinking about HJ there...

I realize that I have been only reporting cases were I have been asked for HJ so far, so now is the time for me to take position and say f I am a real deal or just a girl pretenting to be pretty enough to be able to provide massage only, nothing else...

The so call massage girl that I am is watching MTV video music award that's been showing live from Las Vegas right now and I saw Britney Spears doing lypsing, I swear to god. She wasn't really signing. I love Britney. She's a signer without signing, without being a real signer. I am kind of just like her, I am not the real deal, I do not HJ, and I don't want to take my clothes off anymore. Me and Britney are faked. We are bulshitng everyone. I have so much in common with her. I just can get enough of that Britney Spears. And that's what hilarious about the whole thing, about me offering my massages in CL.

I post that crazy post "In your bedroom". I get a few response from it. I title the post "In your bedroom" because I usually provide the massage in the bedroom in the client bedroom. I don't plan to get a massage table anytime soon, so it have to be the bed, or directly on the flloor. So far, I massage no one on a floor, it always been the bed. My post illustrate that part of the deal. But I guess no one have understand so far, because you have to read the present post to be able to understand.

Extra money without doing extras

Is it only possible? I have to respond yes. There's actually people really open mind people in Montreal looking for something different and I guess I can say about myself that I am a little bit different.

I have a 20$ in my PayPal account, which is good. It's the only money I made via my massages this week.

I couldn't do any massage this week because I have been busy at other thing but money by giving massages have been great so far so I believe I will still keep going and write times to times about by activities as an anonymous non-sexual sexy girl.

I just can stop making those jokes... I apologize, however.

I am getting tired. My 2 other regular jobs are really hard on me right now so I prefer make extra cash for time to time by giving massages in case that something happen to me. What's going to happen next? That is the question and I cannot answer it.

I am not that scared too much. I am not the best of the bunch, but I am polite and respectful, and I always dress properly by the way, so there should not be too much work difficulties. But there's some however.

I just began a new job this week and I find it very difficult. And I find it quite strange because there's a bunch of thing to learn and it's only a 3 months contract. No contract have been signed, so I can be kick out of the place whenever the supervisor want to. I have another job anyway but I find it quite hard having those 2 jobs at the same time, + doing massages + blogging.

I have to blog from time to time because I want to try a program that pay bloggers for writting on diffferent stuff. So I just hope there will be things to write that will get well with my blog, like sex toys or whatever.

It's another joke...

I find myself quite funny sometimes, me doing massages and keeping my clothes on. But hey, that's what I really do. I am a massage girl in Montreal.

My first booking via PayPal

I have another American who answer to my CraigsList ad. He asked for a massage for September 27. I told him he needed to make a deposit of 20$ in my PayPal account first so I can book him. It took him some time, because he didn't previously know PayPal, but he finallt made the payment. I received it today. I am now book for September 27.

I just can't believe it.

I am just hoping that that one won't ask for a HJ or whatever else like the other one I had (read previously post title "No HJ to Americans...".

I am having a good time as a massage girl or as a so call pseudo-massotherapist. It's look like I will continue doing massage for a while. I need extra cash anyway and I am been doing money really easily.

I didn't giving massage to no one this week because I am being busy at my regular jobs.

Being non sexual in a sexual industry: how do I handle it

I handle it by being myself and leaving the sexual acts to my Bella. If you don't know of who I am talking about, you can refer to my banner, in the top of my blog. The banner I have in the bottom is another thing.

It might be confusing for guys, looking at those girls, which none of them is me, and to learn that I do not offer sexual services...

It's my turn on, being non sexual in a sexual word.

I have just received another reply to my CraigsList ad. I have been ask if I do massage in lingerie. Should I do massage in lingerie?

I am bullshiting a bunch a guys here and I like it that way. I made 140$ this week by giving massage and I have been able to keep my clothes on. I couldn't ask for more. lol

No HJ to Americans...

I find the title of my post very funny, I will told you why.

I just arrived from a "session" of massage. I made 60$, with no HJ include. I massage an American and he asked me for an happy ending while I was giving him a massage. I said no to him. He didn't seem to took it too badly. He didn't get mad at me so things were pretty find. Everything went find. I ask him for 50$ and he gave me 60$. I left around 24h15. I was afraid to miss the last metro, but I was able to get home by metro, so I now have a nice 60$ in my pocket.

I was quited surprise however by his request because I previously told him that there was no sex involve, etc... I wasn't shy to tell him that there was no HJ. A the end, I was feeling very tired. I have been up since 8 this morning and I work all day, plus that massage thing. I am dead, but I cannot sleep.

It was quite a special client tonight. I don't know if he is who he told me he is, but I massage someone tonight who work in the film industry at Hollywood. He wrote me emails via his Blackberry. And the email is hsi professional email BTW. His signature included his cell and his phone number at work. I call at his work in LA, knowing he wasn't there just to listen to his voice massage. The voice I heard in the message wasn't the same that I heard tonight. I believe the so call movie staff member exchange his place with someone, fo whatever reason, maybe just for fun. Anyway, I am pretty sure of this because before I left, the guy look at me with pitty.

I should transfer the email he send me to the company he work for....

Anyway, in Hollywood, everyone sleep with everybody and tonight, I realize that I didn't want to offer sexual services to absolutely no one, rich or poor. I don't want to make a fortune in being a massage girl, I just want to pay my bills.

And I don't know how to do a HJ anyway.

Who am I?

A massage girl, a massotherapist, or both? Some people have been asking me for receipts lately, even if I have been posting in the "Erotic" section of CraigsList, and I find it way too funny. And I also been ask for a massage table. What's going on? I don't provide receipts and I do not have a massage table. I don't know how to title myself. For those how are use to see my older post in CraigsList, for my new one, I put 27 in ages. I turn 27 on August 27.

1 691$ from my massage activities so far...

I made 1 691$ in a few hours so far. I believe it might have been for about 43 hours of what I will call work. It's still hard for me to realize that I am actually giving massages and some people are willing to pay for "home made" massages. I have been booking another person for this evening. I just hope it will be fine tonight. I just want to forgive about last night. Nothing bad really happen, it's just I didn,t make any money that night and I have set the goal of one massage per evening for this week. Unfortunately, it won't happen because of last night (read previous post). Anyway, I would like to make an extra 280$ for this week because I have to buy a new metro pass for September and all kind of expenses to cover. It's been working great so far so I don't know why I should stop. Easy girl, easy money lol

Can it be better?

I feel I am going no where.

Tonight, I was supposed to give another massage. The guy had response to my ad. He doesn’t know about this blog. I wrote him previously that I was going massage only, but as soon as I arrive at his place, the guy wanted more. He didn't do anything. It's just me, as soon as I arrive in his place, that was big and gorgeous BTW, I had the feeling something was wrong. So when I enter in the apartment, I ask him what he was looking for. I ask him: are you looking for massage only? He told me that he was expecting a little bit more than massage. To that I reply that I have previously told him I was doing massage only in my emails. He replied that he was hoping for more anyway and that I could be too shy to discuss about that matter in emails.

Which I am really not. It’s just not right for me to prostitute myself. I am not that in need. I have 2 other jobs. I like to talk and I joke about sex all the time. For the client of last night, when he asked what he had to bring with him, I reply that he didn't need to bring condoms and blablabla.... lol! Well, it was true, he didn't need to bring condoms with him. I am not sexually active and I don't want to have sex. It's about all. I know this mind sound silly, especially after seeing my Bella Donna banner. But that's just me. I am too hot. I leave everything that is sexual to Bella. I am left behind with the non-sexual massages, like I like to call them.

Not doing as much massage and its better that way

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I love my new Bella Donna Banner

I love my Bella Donna promotional banner. I like her sweet face. It’s one of the best pic I have seen of her so far. Since I have been cut off by Google Adsense, I try to search for other way to make money out of my blog. I already knew Bella Donna, but I was surprise to learn that it was actually possible to promote her Web site on my blog. I was quite excited to add a little bit of herself on my blog.

I cannot post any Google Adsense ad in my blog anymore. I believe it’s because of the explicit content. But I still don’t understand. I am a non-sexual massage girl. I don’t know how to call myself, so I say I am a massage girl. I should come with a whole concept because people misunderstand me all the time.

I now have one Google Adsense ad on my blog. I try to put some other, but they don’t appear on my blog. Anyway, I found Google Adsense ad pretty boring. I prefer my Bella Donna banner and I am all proud of it.

No oil, no table, and keep your clothes on: the way I manage my massage business

I am not a real massage girl because massage girl do all kind of sexual things. And I am not therapist either because, because I don’t have a degree. But let’s forget about sex, and the degree. I just want to go business my own little way.

I have been surprise so far. There’s actually good people out there who are not looking for sex.

I enjoy giving massage anyway

I previously wrote that I didn’t enjoy giving massage. But that’s not true anymore, since yesterday, Friday, August 3, 2007.

Thanks for the one who reply to my ad in CraigsList

Yesterday, I post a new ad saying that I was a massage girl in Montreal and that I have a blog. And those who wanted a massage and have the link to check on my blog could response me, and that I will send it to them. It’s the only way I have to share my blog properly on CraigsList. I receive a couple a reply so far.

My rate

40$ per hour, but rate is negotiable. The rate of 40$ per hour is the rate for a non-sexual, relaxing massage only.

Ideal day job for a non-sexual massage girl

I have the best job of the world to accommodate my blog writing: a job in a call center. When I don’t get any call, I just write down stuff for my blog, any ideas, everything and anything that can do it through one of my blog post. I enjoy it and it make the time pass more quickly. I work in a regular call center and time can really pass slowly some time, between the calls.

A brand new ad idea for CraigsList

Non-sexual massage girl

New service offer downtown Montreal

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All for the money and nothing else

I discover tonight that I wasn’t actually giving massage because I was enjoying massage…. I actually only enjoy the money, and the money only.

I don’t enjoy touching complete stranger, chatting with them, making myself pretty for extra cash, that’s me and only me. I still thinking about the trouble client I have, and I begin to think that or I should be extra careful with him, or I should go public with him. He actually wrote several emails via his business email. And some emails are really provocative, like he wants me to get involve into prostitution instead or something.

Men like that should be push away. While it’s so hard for me, for a reason or another, to find myself a good job, it’s a lot easier to make money from massage, even non-sexual massage.

First trouble client

I knew at first when I got started that my life as a massage girl wouldn’t be easy. It’s not easy to have client, even with CraigsList, and the job isn’t easy, even it’s appear to be, at first, an easy job. It's not an easy life. There’s a lot to deal with. I first wonder if I should ask to be paid before I do the massage, to be sure I will get paid. Sometimes, people would like to receive massage at my place, but that’s not really safe, I believe. Those two examples are among other things. And the last one, but more important of all: is the client I will do the massage only looking for massage?

I have that client that I have been provided massage since a couple of weeks. He’s the first client I ever massage. I massage him in his beautiful house. Things were doing ok, until now. He gave be hundred and hundred of dollars so far. But even with the money, it’s getting harder and harder on me to see him and to give him massage.

The things is he start to touch me. He want happy ending, BJ, and everything, which I didn’t provide to him, even if he asks. And slowly begin to humiliated me, asking me if I have dolls at my house and if I wanted to play with the dolls he have in his living room. He’s divorce, have two little girls. I didn’t pay to much attention to that part of the conversation at first. But the week after, he repeat to me the same thing, and also ask me if I had similar toys at home. I then answer to him no, that I wasn’t playing with toys anymore. It’s stop from there. I once ask him why he was always asking me that, and then he told me he that he was only joking. I didn’t find it funny. When I massage someone, I expect some respect, the same respect that I provide to the client.

And also, just tonight, he told me he search for another massage girl. He told me he didn’t receive any response coming from her. He also complain about the fact that other massage girl are usually prostitutes. I didn’t ask him if he consider me as a prostitute, but he probably do. I really don’t care what he thing. I thing he tries to intimidate me.

I don’t know at what game he’s playing, but anyway, I left him with 120$ in my pocket. I got a good week because of him. I will let him continue play his game and the money will just continue to come by itself and make all his up to me.

Virtual sex bomb

Since I don’t provide sexual services in real live, some people could find it boring, what’s the point in calling a massage girl in if she doesn’t do anything except massage?

I thing of that one several times and I believe that there’s some guys who are looking for massage only because I have make enough money so far to pay my rent and other. I am not making a comfortable living of it, but only enough to support my self and making “extra” money. The term “extra” is funny because I am making “extra” money without actually doing any “extra”.

I auto-declare myself “virtual sex bomb” because on the Web, it’s the only place where can I actually write and be sexy because if I were doing in real life, it will drive all those guys crazy and I don’t do extra. I don’t want anyone to get mad at me…

I forgot something

Not a g-string, but… a clock! I forget my clock yesterday on the night table of a complete stranger. It’s the first time I ever forget something on a client place.

Since I cannot find my clock anywhere, I believe I must have leave it on the night table of the last “client” I did yesterday. I have that blue little clock that I carry everywhere in my purse, it’s serve as watch and as an alarm clock as well. Right now, it’s late and I am working tomorrow morning and I can’t find my alarm clock anywhere. It’s so hot in the apartment right now. I am going to be dead tomorrow. I usually put the clock near me when I massage because I like to watch the time and well, I don’t want to work for free, so I calculate the time. So I guess I will have to give a quick call tomorrow to the client and I hate that idea.

Being non-sexual: a good or a bad thing?

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I prefer hotel rooms

So far, I didn't receive no one at my place for massages. I don't want to and I don't want to begin that, for several reasons. A major reason is that I don't live alone and another one is that I wouldn't know what to do if a client wouldn't want to leave after the massage is done.

I feel more comfortable when I go to client place, or even better, to hotel rooms. Hotel rooms are great because I feel a lot more safer there then at a client place. I have been so far to Hilton Laval, Novotel, Hilton Bonaventure and other. All those hotels are very great and clean, so they are great place to go to provide massage.

I also sometime notice some other girls smoking at the entrance of hotels. I believe those girls are escorts. For my part, I am a massage girl. I am now involve in the night life of Montreal.

Thanks to Craigslist, I am successful at being a massage girl

So far, the only way I am getting a clientele, is by replies giving to my ad post in CraigsList. My ad is anonymous, I don’t post a pic of myself there, I just post a ad saying that I offer massage and that’s no sex involve. The funny thing is that I post in the “Erotic” section of CraigsList and that I don’t offer any sexual services.

I try the “Therapeutic” section, but it didn’t wok as well as the “Erotic” section. I will say that I get most of my clients of the Erotic section of CraigsList.

What’s hot about non-sexual massage when nothing is sexual?

I always have to deal with last minute time booking so I never get the change to really make myself pretty before going to a session. I mean by that doing my hair and taking the time to put more makeup and stuff. So I don’t know what can be hot about the massage so it’s just continue to work. I begin to believe that some people book because they are just curious about it. Other might sympathized with me and maybe believe that they're doing a good action by booking. Sometimes, I hardly believe in what I am right now. It's like I am living a parallel life to my life.

Non-sexual massage

I have been looking for a quick and easy way to gain money and since I don’t want to strip, be an escort or anything like that, I try to make something of my very on, which I call “non-sexual massage”. I cannot call it “therapeutic massage” because I am not a therapist. And I cannot call it “sexual massage” because I don’t offer a “sexual massage” and if I will call it a “sexual massage” or “sensual massage”, the gentlemen who read the ad could believe that I am offering “sensual” and “sexual” massages with extras and everything that come with it. And I don’t want to call it a “non-sensual massage” because the touch of the massage is sensual and I don’t want to break the fantasy that should come with the massage. I am still working on a correct appellation. “Non-sexual massage” appear to be a little bit rude, too direct.

My life in Montreal as a massage girl

I am starting this blog, right now, to occupy my free time, which for me is time that I spend between two clients or my time waiting in front of my computer screen waiting for emails of clients. I have been involved in the massage industry since last June 2007 and I am looking to make a living from it. Since June 2007, I have been offering non-sexual massage in the Montreal area. I have been massaging to clients place and in hotel rooms, essentially downtown. Along the way, I find it a great to have a blog where I could share my experiences with other.