I have Bella Donna as a friend in MySpace

You see the girl on the banner, on top of my blog? I have her as a friend in MySpace.

How things going on...

I haven't been to active lately. I am just too busy at other thing. I almost fall asleep this last Saturday by giving a massage. It's kind of getting too much for me at this time, doing massage and dealing with other things of my everyday life.

I just calculate my latest earnings by giving massage and so far so good, I have been able to pay my August rent with my massages activities, which is very good, plus other expenses. My rent is very cheap since I rent a room. But because of that, I cannot really host. Thanks to CL, I have been able to make 1 911$ so far by doing massages.

I have book earlier for this September 27. So I am sure I will be doing at least one massage session during that week. I have been surprised by the responses so far. I have had good and bad experiences, but in the average, I could say that things are getting better now and there's actually man who are just looking for massage. It's not impossible to make extra cash that way without loosing myself.

Another man looking for sex...

Finally, my little trip to Plattsburg won't work out. Not that he didn't want to provide the money for the trip expenses. The thing is that the man was actually looking for more than massage. So I won't go no where anytime soon lol

It's look like I am going to get stuck in Montreal until I take my clothes off or until I begin something as an escort or a bad stripper. I don't know... lol

It's soooooo funny!

Special request

I have someone who answer to one of my CL ad that want me to come over to Plattsburg to provide him a massage. I said yes, but I ask for him to pay for the trip before I actually get there. If he doesn't want to pay first, I won't go. It's only about a 2 hours drive from Montrel and the bus ticket is pretty cheap.

He wants me to stay overnight. I just hope he won't ask for a special treatment. I am very excited about it and I just hope it's going to work out! I am getting some kind of huge. I won't be too piss off if he doesn't want to pay before I actually get there because gees, it's kind of a major thing for me here.

Plattsburg, watch out, I am coming to town soon! Oh lol!

To be or to to be

That's the question. I have been asking for a HJ this evening via email. Just to piss the guy, I send the link to my blog, telling him he could read what I was thinking about HJ there...

I realize that I have been only reporting cases were I have been asked for HJ so far, so now is the time for me to take position and say f I am a real deal or just a girl pretenting to be pretty enough to be able to provide massage only, nothing else...

The so call massage girl that I am is watching MTV video music award that's been showing live from Las Vegas right now and I saw Britney Spears doing lypsing, I swear to god. She wasn't really signing. I love Britney. She's a signer without signing, without being a real signer. I am kind of just like her, I am not the real deal, I do not HJ, and I don't want to take my clothes off anymore. Me and Britney are faked. We are bulshitng everyone. I have so much in common with her. I just can get enough of that Britney Spears. And that's what hilarious about the whole thing, about me offering my massages in CL.

I post that crazy post "In your bedroom". I get a few response from it. I title the post "In your bedroom" because I usually provide the massage in the bedroom in the client bedroom. I don't plan to get a massage table anytime soon, so it have to be the bed, or directly on the flloor. So far, I massage no one on a floor, it always been the bed. My post illustrate that part of the deal. But I guess no one have understand so far, because you have to read the present post to be able to understand.

Extra money without doing extras

Is it only possible? I have to respond yes. There's actually people really open mind people in Montreal looking for something different and I guess I can say about myself that I am a little bit different.

I have a 20$ in my PayPal account, which is good. It's the only money I made via my massages this week.

I couldn't do any massage this week because I have been busy at other thing but money by giving massages have been great so far so I believe I will still keep going and write times to times about by activities as an anonymous non-sexual sexy girl.

I just can stop making those jokes... I apologize, however.

I am getting tired. My 2 other regular jobs are really hard on me right now so I prefer make extra cash for time to time by giving massages in case that something happen to me. What's going to happen next? That is the question and I cannot answer it.

I am not that scared too much. I am not the best of the bunch, but I am polite and respectful, and I always dress properly by the way, so there should not be too much work difficulties. But there's some however.

I just began a new job this week and I find it very difficult. And I find it quite strange because there's a bunch of thing to learn and it's only a 3 months contract. No contract have been signed, so I can be kick out of the place whenever the supervisor want to. I have another job anyway but I find it quite hard having those 2 jobs at the same time, + doing massages + blogging.

I have to blog from time to time because I want to try a program that pay bloggers for writting on diffferent stuff. So I just hope there will be things to write that will get well with my blog, like sex toys or whatever.

It's another joke...

I find myself quite funny sometimes, me doing massages and keeping my clothes on. But hey, that's what I really do. I am a massage girl in Montreal.

My first booking via PayPal

I have another American who answer to my CraigsList ad. He asked for a massage for September 27. I told him he needed to make a deposit of 20$ in my PayPal account first so I can book him. It took him some time, because he didn't previously know PayPal, but he finallt made the payment. I received it today. I am now book for September 27.

I just can't believe it.

I am just hoping that that one won't ask for a HJ or whatever else like the other one I had (read previously post title "No HJ to Americans...".

I am having a good time as a massage girl or as a so call pseudo-massotherapist. It's look like I will continue doing massage for a while. I need extra cash anyway and I am been doing money really easily.

I didn't giving massage to no one this week because I am being busy at my regular jobs.

Being non sexual in a sexual industry: how do I handle it

I handle it by being myself and leaving the sexual acts to my Bella. If you don't know of who I am talking about, you can refer to my banner, in the top of my blog. The banner I have in the bottom is another thing.

It might be confusing for guys, looking at those girls, which none of them is me, and to learn that I do not offer sexual services...

It's my turn on, being non sexual in a sexual word.

I have just received another reply to my CraigsList ad. I have been ask if I do massage in lingerie. Should I do massage in lingerie?

I am bullshiting a bunch a guys here and I like it that way. I made 140$ this week by giving massage and I have been able to keep my clothes on. I couldn't ask for more. lol

No HJ to Americans...

I find the title of my post very funny, I will told you why.

I just arrived from a "session" of massage. I made 60$, with no HJ include. I massage an American and he asked me for an happy ending while I was giving him a massage. I said no to him. He didn't seem to took it too badly. He didn't get mad at me so things were pretty find. Everything went find. I ask him for 50$ and he gave me 60$. I left around 24h15. I was afraid to miss the last metro, but I was able to get home by metro, so I now have a nice 60$ in my pocket.

I was quited surprise however by his request because I previously told him that there was no sex involve, etc... I wasn't shy to tell him that there was no HJ. A the end, I was feeling very tired. I have been up since 8 this morning and I work all day, plus that massage thing. I am dead, but I cannot sleep.

It was quite a special client tonight. I don't know if he is who he told me he is, but I massage someone tonight who work in the film industry at Hollywood. He wrote me emails via his Blackberry. And the email is hsi professional email BTW. His signature included his cell and his phone number at work. I call at his work in LA, knowing he wasn't there just to listen to his voice massage. The voice I heard in the message wasn't the same that I heard tonight. I believe the so call movie staff member exchange his place with someone, fo whatever reason, maybe just for fun. Anyway, I am pretty sure of this because before I left, the guy look at me with pitty.

I should transfer the email he send me to the company he work for....

Anyway, in Hollywood, everyone sleep with everybody and tonight, I realize that I didn't want to offer sexual services to absolutely no one, rich or poor. I don't want to make a fortune in being a massage girl, I just want to pay my bills.

And I don't know how to do a HJ anyway.