Tuesday, January 8, 2008

On my work frustrations

I have just delete two comments that I have received from someone who read my blog, and than reply in a comment saying that I am materialist, and so on. I just couldn't believe that the comment was made to me. Me, being materialist? Maybe it's what come out when a complete stranger read my blog, but anyway, the comment amuze me, because it's kind completely the opposite. I live simpely. My only luxe is a laptop. I don't even have a television at my place.

I previously post in here that I was going to keep doing massage until I reach a 700$ and something for a tv and a couch... Well, I am so in need of money right now that I cannot afford to put money in any "extras". SO I kept the money to cover my everyday expenses. I do have a day job, I work there 42.5 hours per hour and even a bit more, and I can barely reach my savings and expenses plan.

If I do massages from time to time, if yes, of course, for the money, but I feel there's no obligation from my part why it should be different. If money was a motivation from the early beginning, money change the report of me in being a massage girl, because I won't do anything and everything for money, it's the reason why I prefer to keep going on relaxing massage and not provide any sexual services. It's not even a way to get attention from my part either, it's a way to get extra money and this way had work well for me so far.

It's true I am doing the whatever "massage girl" thing for money, but I will prefer to stay at home rather to go I don't no where to massage a I don't know who.... It's the most difficult part of it, and that's just when men ask me for more when I am right there in front of them... It's happen a couple of time, after a massage, that guys ask me for an hand job. It happen to me 3 times on the many many times I did massage... I consider myself lucky.

Like the opposite, when client get very nice with me, I don't like it either. I ask myself why? and don't understand how men are in their head. I don't understand men world.

2 comments:

Outerworlds said...
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Massage girl said...

I find it really selfish, fresh and ignorant to say such a thing. Especially your first comment were you were saying: "Tu es une fille tellement matérialiste!". Whenever I need my money, have extra expends to cover, on who you believe I relill on? On myself. So keep your stupids comment for yourself and disappear. I am very angry after you and I dislike you. The time have come were woman can do whatever they want to cover their needs, whatever it's being a porn star like my Bella, a striper or a non-sexual massage girl like myself.