Getting back to business

I have so much fun writing my blog and with that massage thing. Since I except to spend a little bit of money of the 22 (it's my Linkin Park concert at the Bell Centre), I am getting back to business, back to CL and my little posts for "MASSAGE".

I had an email from a guy about my age that I went to give a massage in Westmount a while ago. I previously post about it. The same guy reply saying if I could come to his place and give him a massage, and he wanted to give me one.....

I don't feel comfortable receiving a massage because it's just make me feel like I want to F... lol

I don't know if guys feel the same way when I massage them, but to tell the true, I won't ever make a guy come at my place and give me a massage because.... IT'S WAY TOO MUCH EXCITED...............................................................................................................................................

On my new blog title...

My previous blog title was "Diary of a massage girl in Montreal" or something like that, which I modify a few days ago for "Confessions of a massage girl" which is a lot sexier. And it's way too much funny coming from me .

That is because I am not the type that dress sexy, with high heels (I don't have any) and with make up on to go do my massages. Like the blog title does no match the real life. I cannot say I am really a massage girl (most of the time) lol

It could be the reason why I don't have any regular clients. But I don't want any either. Is there any prostitutes out there who have regular clients?

And what's the different anyway between me and a prostitute?

lol....

I never get money from having sex with a guy, that's the major difference between me and a prostitute.

But than, how come there's a bunch of guys out there willing to give me 40$ for one hour massage? Maybe it's something they all want to try before getting married and having little kids. It's kind of innocent from me, thinking that way.

From kind of red hair massage girl to brunette...

I just dye my hair brown yesterday and it's really pretty. I had to do somethings with those hair. I had a few colors at home, one like my old hair color, one more light red hair kind of, and the other brown.... So for know on, when someone ask for a description, I will write...... long brown hair lol. And that's only for the hair part lol.

I had a fun story to tell about my work, one girl massage the shoulders of a guy just for fun. The guy look at me and told me that if I when to give him a massage, he will come next to my seat right away... I was going to say, yeah, but it's not free coming from me..... it's 40$ per hour. Oh lol!

And I was laughing all the time and no one really understand the real reason, probably thinking I was laughing at the situation more than something else....

I never told no one about my massage activities, even if I believe I don't do nothing wrong, even close friends. Not that I believe that I do something wrong because everytime, I try to make it clear about what I do, the service offer, which most of the time is massage only (lol) and the rate, etc.........

But they won't be probably able to understand so I prefer to keep everything for myself and be quiet about it. It's quite exciting that I can make that much money by offering massages, most of the time non-sexual lol. It's help me to cover extra, like that New Year Eve expenses and other.

I am going to a Linkin Park concert this next February 22 and I would like to be able to pay that from my massages. I didn't post nothing yet, but I will probably shortly. I only did one massage in January and in February, so far, nothing, because I am ok now regarding money and I don't need extra cash, since I am doing kind of ok at the job that I currently have.

Loosing business because of a cold

I have been sicked those last couple of days. I had before post one of my usual ads to do massage, I had a couple of responses, but I haven't been able to responses, I have been too sick. I miss I believe 3 to 4 massages session that could had work out because I am sick. And I currenly need the money to pay a Linkin Park concert on February 22. I am so tired of winter time. I can wait for Spring time to come.

I haven't been sicked this winter at all, but now that I would need massage $$$, I am currently to sick and my medication stone me. lol

I took gravol as sleeping pill, I couldn't sleep. This is the hardest I will go, I done want to end like the so kind and lovely Anna Nicole Smith. My favorite playmate.

As for massage, I did one massage session during the month of January, and it was all...... lol

I am tired and have a cold. I have nothing much to say.....................

I hope to get back in business soon. Since it's the only "job" where I can get pay 40$ per hour. Hilarious. But I prefer not to think to much about the whole thing.

I hope I will get better soon. Cold medicine had a strange effect on me.

Nothing much going on

I just post a new ad in CL to provide massage. I was surfing the Web and I was reading pretty scary stuff about Craigslist. One woman actually got kill after she responses to an ad that was post in CL. She had responses to an ad post for a nanny job, get she get kill by the man who had post the ad. Maybe the opposite could happen, someone could response to one of my massage ad and that, I could get rape or kill.......

I think of that possibility before, but I have to say I prefer not to thing about those things. I don't really have to worry right now because I didn't get any response yet. And I never been really too anxious about that.

I had today and tomorrow off, only 2 days for massage and I hope I won't get nothing because it's cold outside. But at the same time, an extra 40$ will be welcome because I got a pal at work who want me to go at a Linkin Park concert at the Bell Centre this February 22. She already had the extra ticket. She was supposed to go with a friend of her, but she didn't had received any news from her, so I am taking the place, for 40$. But there will be of course other expenses related, I can easily ad an extra 40$. I am not the biggest Linkin Park fan, but I like them. I kind of know their songs.

It might be my second week wihout giving any massage and it's better that way

I have been doing extra hours at work, so I don't have too much time for massages. So it will be a second week at a row without doing nothing and I prefer it that way... I prefer to do extra hours at my job rather than doing extra for extra money................ lol

I prefer it that way, I am more relax and sine it been cold those last days, I prefer to stay at home or be at my job, rather than running everywhere for massages.

I recently received an email from a massage spa, they answer one of my CL ad. In the email, they told me that there were looking for massage girl, and give me their Web site. And of course, girl were dress sexy, sometime with no clothes on, etc...... And on the Web site, it was writing that for extra, see with your hotess......

Nevermind, I don't went to become a massage girl working at a spa and I don't want to do extra. I wonder if those girls actually have sex with their clients. I prefer not to know and not to go there. The spa is located on Papineau and I hate Papineau, for a reason or another. I never go there.

Those long winter night are now quiet and colder than ever, and I still don't have a TV and couch at my place.

No massage activities for this week so far

My last massage was last week, and so far, I didn't do any massages session. I have been quite busy at my regular job, since I am able to do some extra hours. I did 11 hours today at the job and I am quite tired now. I am off for the next 2 days and I except to show up at work in the morning to see if they need people at work. I was told they were always in need of people in the morning, s0 I might do a couple of hours there, let say maybe from 9 to 12 or 13. Nothing much. I prefer to show up at work knowing exactly that I will get paid instead of keeping posting, answering email without knowing if someone would like a massage from me or not.

That's the hardest thing about being an independant massage girl. I saw some jobs in spa, but I don't know what to expect from such job.

I didn't get any news from the guy of Westmount, whih I find mean from him because at the beginning, even after our first session, he was sending me emails, I am replying to him and he respond back. But since the free session nothing. I have been quite busy and I didn't get the chance to write back. I didn't dislike him, it's just sometime I am wondering what I am doing and I keep laughing at myself and I sometime laugh alone...

It's hard to believe what I am able to do just for an extra 40$... I don't know where I get the idea from, doing massage at 40$ per hour, but it's the best thing that never happen to me.

I got a former client from the US that could come back in Montreal very soon and I really hope to see him again. If so, he might be one of the few massage I will do during January.

I am going to bed now, hope it will work out for me to get a few extra hours.